Overcoming the Odds

hard to see but I spotted my name at number 49

I've always been the faithful sort, and that topic would incite a lot of haters. lol, I'm very thankful to God for what have happened today. It's 1 am yet I cannot help but feel happy and awake despite what time it is.

Once again God has granted me yet another wish. I'm a very lucky creature in my opinion. lol. Whenever I see an atheist blabbing about how there is no God, I cannot help but smile a little, because God is clearly with me all the time, and that blurred up list on the right is just one example of the miracles God has shown me. Explaining these small miracles would be futile to an atheist, so rather than wasting both of our time, I simply refuse to blab about it. Faith is everyone's right, and if they do not believe that there is a God, then I would simply accept it as that. They're happy that way, so as a rule, no raining on their parade unless they rain on mine/

but whatever. Today I came home after my friends from college asked me over to the next  city to have coffee. It;s been a while since I last saw them, almost half a year. Everyone's still the same lol, except I gained weight and all of us has a boyfriend now, Sydney being the last to get one.

It's a lovely event. I almost missed it because the promo boards was today and I didn't want to leave. Still without a care, I took a ride to get to the next city just to be with them, telling myself that I need not worry and have a blind-like faith in God. By the time I got home, I took time washing my face, not even caring that much about the promo board since I know that the definite time that the results would be posted will be on Tuesday. Still I knew it would be shown today. It has always been like that. Promo boards now, on the late afternoon/sunset, they would show the results.

only 149 passed. And I am included.

There is a technique in praying.

Therefore I tell you, whatever you ask for in prayer, believe that you have received it, and it will be yours.  >>Mark 11:24

 It's the most difficult thing to follow, especially when everything around you seems so negative. It's very difficult to not worry about things. When you've put things to your mind, and what you believe will happen will surely happen. I'm sure I'm not the only one who has a carefree happy go lucky friend who always seem to get whatever that person wants. Because of that belief.

I'm thankful to God and to St. Jude Thaddeus. Praying to them is really wonderful. Sometimes I feel embarrassed to God, cause I keep on asking and he keeps on giving. Same with St Jude T. I've always asked him for a guy before to the point that it got frustrating, and I thought St. Jude doesn't handle love lives. But a two or three years later, here comes a man, although not perfect, tall, handsome, intelligent. good physique, nimble and quick to his toes, can dance and sing, good at instruments, cooking and sports plus religious and comes from a rich family. plus an extra yummy hot body!! God, all I asked from St. Jude was a good man, but whatever you want, then I just say, thanks for the gift! St. Jude seems to like multiplying blessings too. Either that or he got fed up with me, so he threw in the extra I'd stfu. but whatever. Good man that st. Jude is :D

But I know a lot of atheist would roll their eyes once you start spouting the Bible. I hate it most when some religious freak starts quoting the bible and saying end is near or whatever bullshit to save my soul. Whatever dude, if you believe you're going to hell so much, then you can go there. I prefer heaven thank you very much and I'm going there. I'll live my life making people happy. And you're going to hell for guilt tripping people just for the fact that their living. wth

For those who doesn't believe in God, I don't plan on converting you. Have you heard of that book called, "the Secret"? Well, it works the same way as that dude Mark said. Whatever you ask, believe that you have already received it. Believe that it's already on its way towards you.

My senior friends have kept on telling me about the secret. Whenever I tell them the two subjects I almost flunked, they would laugh and tell me to go and have a new uniform tailored. I should have just listened to them now I don't have any uniform to wear. If it weren't for them I'd probably be so pessimistic.

Sometimes you'd doubt but always assure yourself that it is already happening. It happened before you even ask for it, before you even wished for it. It will not come in a snap of a finger, it will come on its own, so always be specific!

Suddenly, you'd think it's just a coincidence, but it will happen over and over again.

This post was long overdue. In my mind, I've always been thanking God and St. Jude, and imagined what I'll write in thanks. Even now, I still stare at the fuzzy blurred image that is supposed to be my name. I can't believe it. I'm in third year now.