On dieting

I've been trying to lose weight for quite some time now. Medicine has ts curse on us medium built people. Almost everyone gained weight. The only ones who retain their figure are the genetically skinny and those that are already big in the first place. It's very painful to go on a diet while studying medicine. For some reason you just get hungry  as soon as you finish a few pages.

My parents have also been telling me to lose some weight. I'm not yet obese but I do admit that I'm getting curvier, which I do not like at all. All my clothes are shrinking fast! Just the other day, my friend told me "tiff, you're gaining weight", as if implying "are you pregnant?" Geez, just cause I have a boyfriend and getting fat doesn't mean I'm pregnant. I'm just getting fat and it sucks!

Since I'll be changing uniforms now, I wanted to go on diet. This past week I've ate nothing but bread and fish and cheeze. I also eat a burger or a hotdog for my lunch or dinner, but no more rice for now. =(

white substance that makes up heaven

 i can't make anything healthier because we don't have a fridge nor a stove. All I can do is make a sandwich. Idk if it worked or not, but it takes time I guess. I promise myself, once we buy a fridge, I'll start making my own food. I'll live on pasta and bread! 

It's probably asian culture, but a meal without rice is.... a snack. And sadly i have that mindset as well. A spaghetti or a huge lasagna is just something you eat during the afternoon along with pizza and chips. Sure there are snacks with rice on it but they're snacks, junkfood you can live without. Rice is the main difference between a meal and a snack.